Fuckin' group dynamics.
God, i fucking hate the mall.

Y'know, it used to be that i'd go, be amongst me homies, have laughs and be merry. That was last year. When everyone still felt the love. When we were all truly friends.

Most of all, i fit in. That was most important for me. To be accepted and have ppl that actually wanted me around.

Now, it's no longer the case. Everyone holds grudges against everyone else. No one gets along anymore. So much hate spread over such a short time span of a year. What happened? Was it something that went down while i was away? Was it my absence?

No. Nothing happened. Nothing except growing up and giving in.

And still, i refuse to give in to the monsters that destroy the ppl around me. But, their monsters are killing me. B/c i watch what happens. That, coupled with the fact that no one cares whether or not i'm there (minus a select few ppl), i've made my decision.

i'M not going to the mall anymore.

3d